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[31 Jan 2004|02:13am]
I want.

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[23 Jan 2004|04:02pm]
This song goes out to all muh bitches and ho's! You know hwo you are.Collapse )
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[22 Dec 2003|09:36pm]
[ mood | stressed ]

I got a call today from my nephew. It wasn't anything big, but it was the cutest thing ever! He was like, "Uncle Dom, my smapple cap says ducks can't walk wiff out bobbing their heads, and my teacher said I hafta share, so I'm sharing wiff you!"

I want to squish him he's so damn cute! I miss spending time with him. He's growing up so fast soon he'll be asking me for money so he can get himself a piece of ass.

I miss my family in general. Mum still isn't speaking to me. Whenever I call she hands the phone to someone else without a word. I don't like not being the favorite anymore.

All that crap aside, Alex totally made my day. I really needed the pick me up, it's been a shitty and stressful month.

Well, I'm off to finish wrapping late presents, and I don't want to hear a word about the gifts you're getting, you'll like them and that's the end of it!

And now for a little Christmas song that's all about ME!Collapse )

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[09 Dec 2003|08:40pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

Yes, I'm alive! I just haven't had a want to be on the computer, and sure enough, the moment I go on I find an e-mail from Billy, so I'm sure we all know how fast I ran away from the computer. But, I did promise myself I would update, so I am.

My birthday was.... all right. Thanks Mirry and Orli for remembering, you both will have a cake sent to your houses.

Now normally, I would post this next bit privately, but you know what? Why? It'll give a heads up for when I come battle charging down the hall with a sharpened spoon with the intent of pulling eyeballs out.

This is the face of a hurt and very pissed off Dom: >:O

Why is Dom pissed off you ask? Very simple, my supposed significant others totally forgot my birthday! Not a happy birthday, not a joke about my old age, NOTHING! Forgot it completely! *Shakes a fist.*

As if I weren't angry and bitter to begin with. -.- Grrrrrrr

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[03 Nov 2003|12:01pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

Private Entry

As much as I hate to say it, I don't think Billy is coming back. It's been over a month and all I've gotten were three phone calls, all that have sent me into a raging tail spin.

I know I shouldn't be so wrapped up in it, I have Sean and Elijah now. It may be new and we're all nervous, but I haven't been this happy in a long time. Lij is... well Lij! He loves Sean with everything in him, but he doesn't make me feel any less loved. His eyes light up every time I hug or kiss him and it's such a good feeling.

And Sean... even though we're starting things off fresh, I see myself falling for him easily, if not already. He's so sweet and caring.... I feel safe around him. It's rare I worry about things when I'm around Sean, he has that soothing quality about him.

I still love Billy though... I probably always will, but I have to come to terms with the fact that he's gone.... that we're over. Or at least it seems that way from the lack of... well interest basically, he's shown since this all happened. If he really wanted to fix things he would be trying his hardest. Instead he's stayed away without a word, so what else am I to assume?

I just wish against hope that I haven't lost my best friend as well in this horrible battle.

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[25 Sep 2003|02:51am]
[ mood | scared ]

Private entry, yea that's right!Collapse )

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We'll wait for forever and see how close we get. [23 Jul 2003|05:30pm]
[ mood | blank ]

Yes everyone, I'm back and still alive.

Marton, I'm really sorry I missed your party mate, I'll make it up to you I promise!

Things were bit frantic back home and thankfully Peter understood and let me go take care of things. Everything is somewhat right as rain now, so all is well. Billy and I have decided to stay here in NuZealy for a little bit longer, enjoy as much as we can before we continue with real life. I'm a bit upset I didn't get to see everyone before we split up and even more upset I've yet to see those who have stayed behind, but again that's mainly my own fault.

And that is all from me right now, I have an appointment with a water gunna and an unsuspecting Billy.

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Did you realize, no one can ever see inside your view... [30 May 2003|05:54pm]
[ mood | drained ]


Well it's weird being on the computer. I haven't touched one in a very long time. Sorry I've been far-flung as of late, I've had a few things on my mind and it seems to have taken up more of my time than I like...

But things are a bit better so yes.

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And he wonders aloud why feelings so strong make the body so weak... [23 Apr 2003|03:32pm]
[ mood | distressed ]

It’s been a while since I actually sat down in front of the computer to do anything but check my mail, and I’m sorry about that.

Well needless to say the past week has been very hectic and as life tends to do, this happen unexpectedly and here I find myself in Glasgow with Billy.

There’s not much to say other than I’m sorry for not being around.

Orli and Craig, I’ll be there for the wedding, I promise!!

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There's a certain kind of pain that can numb you
There's a type of freedom that can tie you down
Sometimes the unexplained can define you
And sometimes the silence is the only sound

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>. [04 Apr 2003|03:03am]
[ mood | tired ]

That was the most wretched flight I have ever been on. They honestly shouldn't allow cranky old people on planes, just makes everyone else cranky.

So needless to say Billy and I weren't too please when we got off the bloody flight from hell, but were glad to see everyone. After what seemed like a million years, I was finally home. Sadly I passed out after about 10 minutes or so of watching the telly with Lij.
Feel horrible about that, haven't seen him in so long and I did want to hang out with him, but there's always time for that now. Hope I didn't drool on him or anything. How awkward would that be? Him trying to get me to bed while I'm attached to him by a long line of slobber. Ew.

If there's anything I hate more than packing, it's jet lag. I'm going back to bed, neeed sleeeep!!

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La la la! [01 Apr 2003|10:17pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

While Scotland is fun and Billy is beyond hysterical to be around, I miss my bed. And yes Lijah and of course everyone back home!

Billy and I did get a lot of work done on the script and I don't think I've ever laughed so hard before in my life.

We should be leaving shortly, just have to finish some last minute arrangements and once again do that god awful packing bit that I've become used to but still hate. I'm beginning to wonder why I bother packing anymore. I should just go where ever it is I'm going and buy the clothes I'll need there and I don't know... return them or sell them on Ebay to some fan girls, make the money back and get more while I'm at it.

Can't wait to be home though. I miss my little hobbity Elijah! I was just going to come home and surprise the little bugger, but I forgot, so I told him I'd be home. He seemed very happy to hear from me, poor thing must be losing his mind without me around to entertain him. Yes, I'm that big headed. -Insert cheeky grin here-

I should be heading off to pack. I'm not sure when Billy booked the flight for but knowing him it shouldn't be too far away. See you all when I see you!!

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